Expecting a Truth from You.....!!!!!

Still..... I can't convince myself for the reason you've raised, for our Parting away..!!

You said, I'll be happy for this decision not now but atleast in coming days of this bare heart.....

But do you really think, That makes me Happy?

Never Ever...........

But I want to know a Truth that, '' ''Really you left me, for my happiness.. OR,  this decision of leaving me Makes YOU happy...!!??""

I can't get this out in my mind....!!

If you really want to bring cheers in my life, you no need of leaving me saying 'am not correct for you''..... You can atleast try to turn your sweet false promises to True...

Can't you atleast keep off your intelligent foolish thoughts, your matured silly decisions, for a mean while to make me happy..

Can't you atleast give a word of heel, though you can't turn it true...!!

Was the past things an act or present is the Fact....!!!!!!

Expecting a Truth from you..........................................

Drowned with Lot of Questions..!!Do you have Answer?

I can't see my today, dont wanna think about tomorrow... feeling like, everything shedded away with past.. my smile, my happiness, my love, my heart...................!!




I really stood at the position, fighting with my own fate & Destiny.. Playing with darkness.. waiting with tears of blood.... Crying with pain... Shouting in myself..!!


But now...


I no more want to be in that World of gone front past....


And I now, want to enjoy my present.., My World which consists of ''Greatest Happiness'' of Your Presence.......


But, why my soul is pulling down me...?


Is it with a tense of Future...? Reminding the pain of Past? Or what the Heck stopping me?


Might be tensed of this Destiny as I am the game to Play for it..!! It smiles when I cry.. It Cries when I smile..


It always want to be happy & Smiling...


So,it always in hungry of taking me to Last cores of Happiness & pushes me from there..


You say, Forget past.. Dont think about future.. Just be in Present....


But Sweet Heart.., I  want you in my present, my future & forever... If I be happy for this time committing for every circumstances now..& something happens & we part away..


How can I stop my heart from not wanting you then..


can I again gulp the pain of losing you? Please, tell me what to do?


Expecting you in my life is my Mistake or Thinking about future is my Mistake..

What should I do now?? Drowned in the questions for which my Heart can't give Answers...


Do you have Answer?

I love you infinity of beyond!!!

You make me Happy..... you bring Smile to my lips.... at the same time tears in my Eyes..

Makes me experience the Sweet pain of Missing you..... your Silly fights, serious kiddings..

The secured feel with your warm hug... Sweetness of your Kiss, Your caring ways which some times I feel restriction, later on realising your true essence of love....!!

Every & every moment of my life spent with you is like thousands of Heaven at my feet...

You're the holder of Kingdom of my  Heart....

But..you're the person who are the reason for my 'Tears', of love & Happiness..

I can say.... you're my pain, you're my pain reliever... you're my tear, you're my Smile... You entered into my world & now you're My World.....

What should I say now... I love you..?? I've told you infinity of times... still feeling like couldn't express you better..

''I hate you'' for making me like this... as such an edicted specimen for you..!!

''I miss you'' every time I tap my eyes....

""I love you Infinity Beyond".. Beyond my life, Beyond the thing so called a four letter magical word 'LOVE'.