I can't see my today, dont wanna think about tomorrow... feeling like, everything shedded away with past.. my smile, my happiness, my love, my heart...................!!
I really stood at the position, fighting with my own fate & Destiny.. Playing with darkness.. waiting with tears of blood.... Crying with pain... Shouting in myself..!!
But now...
I no more want to be in that World of gone front past....
And I now, want to enjoy my present.., My World which consists of ''Greatest Happiness'' of Your Presence.......
But, why my soul is pulling down me...?
Is it with a tense of Future...? Reminding the pain of Past? Or what the Heck stopping me?
Might be tensed of this Destiny as I am the game to Play for it..!! It smiles when I cry.. It Cries when I smile..
It always want to be happy & Smiling...
So,it always in hungry of taking me to Last cores of Happiness & pushes me from there..
You say, Forget past.. Dont think about future.. Just be in Present....
But Sweet Heart.., I want you in my present, my future & forever... If I be happy for this time committing for every circumstances now..& something happens & we part away..
How can I stop my heart from not wanting you then..
can I again gulp the pain of losing you? Please, tell me what to do?
Expecting you in my life is my Mistake or Thinking about future is my Mistake..
What should I do now?? Drowned in the questions for which my Heart can't give Answers...
Do you have Answer?
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